My Truth Part III

       During the late 80’s I had my palms read.  I don’t remember the psychic’s name but she looked at the palm of both my hands and began to reveal things to me that were on target.  Then she told me I was a walk-in.  What is a walk-in? The psychic explained that the original soul left the body and another soul took over the body.  vee with sun shadeShe continued to talk but to tell you the truth, I did not pay much attention to anything she said after that because I found what she said to be totally unbelievable. But as time went on what she said to me stayed on my mind.  As unbelievable as it seemed to me, I had to find out more about soul exchange. 

       Years before I had my palms read,  I was living in a house that had several spirits there.  Lots of activity that usually occurred at night.  The most uncomfortable room in the house was the bathroom. Whenever I was in the (very small ) bathroom I had an unsettling feeling, like I was going to see someone any second.  I always felt like I was being watched.  One night I saw a man and young boy standing at the foot of my bed. They looked dense. Like shadows.  The man was average height and slender.  He was holding the little boy’s hand.  The child was about five years old.  I sat up in bed, frightened.   My boyfriend was there right next to me, sound asleep.  But I couldn’t move or scream.  I just stared at them.   I closed my eyes and said a prayer.  When I looked again, they were gone.  I felt their sadness.  It was a very heavy feeling.   

       Of course,  I talked to my boyfriend about some of the things going on in the house and he said he believed me.  He admitted that he felt uncomfortable in the house.  One New Year’s Eve we were invited to a party.   We bought a bottle of Crown Royal to take to the party.  The weather was bad and then fog set in, so we decided not to go to the party.  My boyfriend sat the Crown Royal on the coffee table in the living room before we went to bed.  The next morning, the bottle was sitting on the floor next to the coffee table.  Another time, I was home alone because my boyfriend was out of town.  I was nervous  about being there alone,  so, I decided to sleep on the living room couch.  At some point I fell asleep.  Suddenly I was awakened to the sound of my dog barking. The closet door in the living room was open and the light was on.  In fact, every light in the house was on.  The TV was blasting and I realized my dog was facing the closet looking upward barking.  Needless to say, I was up the rest of the night. After living in that house three years, we moved.

        I had to find out why I was having these experiences.  I began to search for others who were having the same experiences as I was having.  Somehow I stumbled upon information about a small group who meet once a week to discuss supernatural matters. I went to the meeting a few times and decided it wasn’t for me.  But, I did learn a few things.  One thing I learned was I am not alone.  There are others like me.

       Years after having my palm reading, I was in a book store looking for anything to read on reincarnation when I ran across a book by Ruth Montgomery, “Strangers Among Us.”  It blew my mind.  After reading her book I realized I had most of the classic signs of a walk-in.

       Through the years much has been revealed to me.  I actually know when the soul exchange took place. It happened when the child was three. Maybe I’ll talk about that on another post.

Love, light and blessings


 

Disconnected

 

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I feel unplugged, disconnected, short-circuited, from Spirit.

       I don’t know what’s going on with me.  I am not remembering my dreams anymore.  I’ve recorded maybe seven dreams so far this year. But, more and more I am getting messages, visions, and impressions during meditation. That is until recently.  It’s been two weeks and I’m not getting anything. What’s up with that? I’m still seeing the colors purple, green, and white. But, I am not getting any messages. I feel positive, balanced, and uplifted. Besides meditating, I read spiritual material daily.  In fact, I crave more and more spiritual truth.

       For a while now I’ve wanted to attend a shamanic meditation group.  I had signed on to meet with this group during September but I had to cancel. The Shamanic Journey/Healing Circle group meets once a month. The next meeting is this coming Saturday and I’m going.  I’ve read lots of information about shamanism and I’m very drawn to it. I want to learn shamanic methods to help me with my spiritual growth. I believe this is the next step on my journey.

       Have any of you experienced this feeling of disconnection?  If you have, how did you overcome it?  I would really like to know.

Love, light and blessings

Vee

October 9, 2013   UPDATE

The meeting was cancelled.  Um, maybe the cancellation is an indication that I should not go.  During meditation this morning, I asked what I should do to create a clearer connection.  I got “Meditate.”

 

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       I gave some thought as to why I am not remembering my dreams.  Am I doing anything differently from when I first began meditating? The answer is yes.  I am doing some things different.  I used to meditate in the morning and every night. Now, I only meditate in the morning. I also, worked on clearing my chakras. I stopped that because I didn’t think I needed to do it anymore. I also would, on occasion, listen to sound meditations.  I stopped doing that as well.

       When I was meditating twice daily, clearing my chakras, and listening to sound meditations, I received lots of information through dreams, visions, and meditation. Then I decided that I no longer needed to do some of those things. What a BIG ego. I guess I figured I was advanced. Well, I am happy Spirit “cut off my water,” and brought me back down to earth.  Lol

       I am humbled and also grateful, because two nights ago I found the most wonderful meditation on YouTube. I listened to Dakota Walker’s Guided Shamanic Meditation. It was wonderful.  It ran about 48 minutes and I enjoyed it immensely. During the journey, I felt chills from head to toe.  I felt slight pressure on the top of my head, along with a tingling sensation.  Dakota Walker’s voice is very soothing as she guides you through the meditation. I could hear drums, birds, and other sounds of nature. I had a vision of a Native American man and woman embraced.  I only saw them from their shoulders, up. She was looking up into his eyes. They were a beautiful couple. I knew they were from another time period. But that’s it; I didn’t get anything else.

       Later, I fell asleep around 11:30 p.m. As I was awakening around 6:30 a.m. the next morning, I realized I was dreaming. I was with a group of women. We were working together on an assignment, as light workers. I don’t know what the assignment was. Then I had knowledge that one of the women in the group died. I cried. Not because she died. I cried tears of happiness because I knew she had ascended.

       There you have it. Mystery solved. I needed to do exactly what I was told to do, meditate. I am reconnected and I know what I need to do to receive information needed for my continued growth.

Love, light, and blessings

Vee

 

Soul Lessons

Woman Sitting in MeditationI’m trying to hold it together today.  I’m navigating through murky waters.

I am remembering everything that I have studied and learned these past few years to help me to be in the present and balanced.  My ego is trying to create fear with thoughts of, what if this happens, or that happens?  I am reminding myself we all have lessons to learn.  I am reminding myself that I may help and guide but each of us is responsible for choices we make.  Choices we make shape our lives. The challenges we’re faced with are lessons to be learned for soul growth.  I’m standing on the side line offering love, prayers, and meditations to defuse the situation.

Meditation and connection with Spirit give me peace and hope.  I am grateful, I am grateful …

Love, light, and blessings

Ego Causing Confusion

       Recently during meditations I received impressions, and visions that I was undecided about sharing. I also had a wonderful experience when I walked my little Sugar the other night that I want to share.  Initially I was hesitant to postVision my experiences.  I realized I was hesitant because of fear. Fear of ridicule, fear of judgment, fear that others may think I’m one sandwich short of a picnic.  Lol

       This is my truth. I refuse to be controlled by fear.  If anything, I feel that by sharing my experiences it might help others, who may be experiencing the same things that I am.

        During meditation I asked for a name of one of my guardians or to see one of my guardians.  I saw the colors purple, green, lilac, and splashes of light. Then I received an impression of an old book.  It was open. Thick, hard bound, and the pages were kind of a yellowish, brown, color.  The lettering was old, world penmanship (looked like Calligraphy).  The information I received was,  this was a book I had written in another life.

       Then I had a vision of a woman wearing a 1940s, long sleeved suit that was either brown, or burgundy. The woman looked familiar to me.  Then I got she is my grandmother (my mother’s mother) and one of my guardians. Wow!

       After having these two visions back to back, I began to analyze what I received. This can’t be what I think it is. Why do I think I wrote that book back in the 17th century? I’m misunderstanding what I’m receiving.  And about my grandmother being my guardian, that is far fetched.  I never knew her. She crossed over when my mother was six years old.  How can she be one of my guardians?  If she is, does that means she is still in the spirit world?  I wondered, hasn’t she reincarnated?  All of these questions, doubts, and analysis.  My ego was trying to confuse me.

       I’ve been told many times to trust what I get. When I had these visions, all the information I needed was revealed to me.  Therefore, I am trusting what I received to be true.

       Two nights ago, around 10:30 p.m., I was walking Sugar and I saw millions of particles (the best way I can describe it) everywhere.  I thought this must be something falling from the tree that I was passing under at the time.  But everywhere I looked, in all directions, I saw it.  Then I thought something might be wrong with my sight.  I blinked and then I could not see it.  But, I unfocused my vision and I saw it again. It was in the atmosphere.

Love, light, and blessings

Prince of Peace

Person in Water with DoveLast night I prepared to meditate. I set my intention to connect with Jesus.  When I closed my eyes I received an impression.  I saw a man standing on a balcony of a tall building.  It was made of stone. In the background I saw other buildings made of stone.  As the impression came into view, I felt it was Rome during the time of Jesus. I felt the man was very important.  Maybe he was of nobility.  His hair was black. From what I could see, he wore a white tunic, trimmed in gold around the sleeves (short) with a belt around his waist.  There was a blanket or scarf draped over his right arm.  He extended his left hand and said “This is the Light.”    End of impression.

I have to tell you what I truly felt. I felt I was with Jesus.  He presented himself in the image of a Roman nobleman.

I had another experience that gave me such joy.  I asked my sister (she crossed over last year) if she was present to give me a hug.  I was covered in goose bumps from my head to my toe.  It was very strong.  I found myself jerking a couple of times uncontrollably as the wave of energy came over me.  I was smiling from ear to ear.  I told her how much I love her and thanked her for the hug.  It gives me comfort to know that she is around. : )

Love, light, and blessings

2nd Chakra Cleansing and Meditation

Tropical beach scene on a sunny day in Oahu, HawaiiI visualized an orange orb just beneath my navel. I held the orb there for a few minutes. I visualized the orb providing healing where it is needed.  Then I caused the orb to expand larger until it filled my room.  When I was finished, I decided to meditate.

I did grounding, asked for protection and held my crystal in my left hand and amethyst in my right hand.  I thanked my team for their guidance while doing this meditation.  I did deep breathing and experienced the usual colors of purple, green and pink.  Slowly a vision came into view. I saw a figure taking the form of a man. He was not wearing anything from the waist up and his skin was a golden sunburned color.  There were all sorts of trinkets in his hair.  Behind him another scene unfolds.  It is a beautiful beach.  Pristine blue water. The sky was also a very clear blue.  The sky and water seemed to meet.  The beach was white sand.  The man told me this was a sacred place.  Then the vision ended.

Love and light

Vee

Clearing Chakras

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I focused on my Root Chakra using a red orb.  I held the orb there for a few minutes. After a while I expanded the orb. It got larger and larger until it filled my entire bedroom.  I did this a couple of nights and had no problem expanding the orb.

Last night I meditated on my  Naval Chakra, the orb is orange.  I held the orb in place and attempted to expand but I could not get it to expand.  That tells me I have blockage and  have to repeat the exercise until I am able to expand the orb.

When I completed the exercise with my chakras I did another meditation to connect with my higher self. I am still meditating using my amethyst.  I am also using a rose quartz and crystal. I held the crystal in my right hand and the amethyst in my left hand.  One more thing, before I began the meditation, I grounded myself and used my rose quartz pendulum to clear all of my spheres.  I also asked for protection. I then began to meditate.  I set my intent to access my Akashic Records and to remember my dreams. My mind would not settle down.  I thought about having to go to the store, working on my blog, and all sorts of other things.  I kept at it.  Finally, I began to see colors. I always see purple and blue.  Sometimes I see pink.  These colors come at my like a wave.

After a while, I had visions of random people that I do not know.  I get this a lot.  I did not get anything else.  I ended my meditation with love, gratitude, and respect to my helpers, angels, and guides.

It’s a process and I will keep at it.  In the meantime, I continue to read and study anything that will help me with my spiritual progress.

Love, light and blessings

Vee