I feel unplugged, disconnected, short-circuited, from Spirit.
I don’t know what’s going on with me. I am not remembering my dreams anymore. I’ve recorded maybe seven dreams so far this year. But, more and more I am getting messages, visions, and impressions during meditation. That is until recently. It’s been two weeks and I’m not getting anything. What’s up with that? I’m still seeing the colors purple, green, and white. But, I am not getting any messages. I feel positive, balanced, and uplifted. Besides meditating, I read spiritual material daily. In fact, I crave more and more spiritual truth.
For a while now I’ve wanted to attend a shamanic meditation group. I had signed on to meet with this group during September but I had to cancel. The Shamanic Journey/Healing Circle group meets once a month. The next meeting is this coming Saturday and I’m going. I’ve read lots of information about shamanism and I’m very drawn to it. I want to learn shamanic methods to help me with my spiritual growth. I believe this is the next step on my journey.
Have any of you experienced this feeling of disconnection? If you have, how did you overcome it? I would really like to know.
Love, light and blessings
October 9, 2013 UPDATE
The meeting was cancelled. Um, maybe the cancellation is an indication that I should not go. During meditation this morning, I asked what I should do to create a clearer connection. I got “Meditate.”
I gave some thought as to why I am not remembering my dreams. Am I doing anything differently from when I first began meditating? The answer is yes. I am doing some things different. I used to meditate in the morning and every night. Now, I only meditate in the morning. I also, worked on clearing my chakras. I stopped that because I didn’t think I needed to do it anymore. I also would, on occasion, listen to sound meditations. I stopped doing that as well.
When I was meditating twice daily, clearing my chakras, and listening to sound meditations, I received lots of information through dreams, visions, and meditation. Then I decided that I no longer needed to do some of those things. What a BIG ego. I guess I figured I was advanced. Well, I am happy Spirit “cut off my water,” and brought me back down to earth. Lol
I am humbled and also grateful, because two nights ago I found the most wonderful meditation on YouTube. I listened to Dakota Walker’s Guided Shamanic Meditation. It was wonderful. It ran about 48 minutes and I enjoyed it immensely. During the journey, I felt chills from head to toe. I felt slight pressure on the top of my head, along with a tingling sensation. Dakota Walker’s voice is very soothing as she guides you through the meditation. I could hear drums, birds, and other sounds of nature. I had a vision of a Native American man and woman embraced. I only saw them from their shoulders, up. She was looking up into his eyes. They were a beautiful couple. I knew they were from another time period. But that’s it; I didn’t get anything else.
Later, I fell asleep around 11:30 p.m. As I was awakening around 6:30 a.m. the next morning, I realized I was dreaming. I was with a group of women. We were working together on an assignment, as light workers. I don’t know what the assignment was. Then I had knowledge that one of the women in the group died. I cried. Not because she died. I cried tears of happiness because I knew she had ascended.
There you have it. Mystery solved. I needed to do exactly what I was told to do, meditate. I am reconnected and I know what I need to do to receive information needed for my continued growth.
Love, light, and blessings