Ego Causing Confusion

       Recently during meditations I received impressions, and visions that I was undecided about sharing. I also had a wonderful experience when I walked my little Sugar the other night that I want to share.  Initially I was hesitant to postVision my experiences.  I realized I was hesitant because of fear. Fear of ridicule, fear of judgment, fear that others may think I’m one sandwich short of a picnic.  Lol

       This is my truth. I refuse to be controlled by fear.  If anything, I feel that by sharing my experiences it might help others, who may be experiencing the same things that I am.

        During meditation I asked for a name of one of my guardians or to see one of my guardians.  I saw the colors purple, green, lilac, and splashes of light. Then I received an impression of an old book.  It was open. Thick, hard bound, and the pages were kind of a yellowish, brown, color.  The lettering was old, world penmanship (looked like Calligraphy).  The information I received was,  this was a book I had written in another life.

       Then I had a vision of a woman wearing a 1940s, long sleeved suit that was either brown, or burgundy. The woman looked familiar to me.  Then I got she is my grandmother (my mother’s mother) and one of my guardians. Wow!

       After having these two visions back to back, I began to analyze what I received. This can’t be what I think it is. Why do I think I wrote that book back in the 17th century? I’m misunderstanding what I’m receiving.  And about my grandmother being my guardian, that is far fetched.  I never knew her. She crossed over when my mother was six years old.  How can she be one of my guardians?  If she is, does that means she is still in the spirit world?  I wondered, hasn’t she reincarnated?  All of these questions, doubts, and analysis.  My ego was trying to confuse me.

       I’ve been told many times to trust what I get. When I had these visions, all the information I needed was revealed to me.  Therefore, I am trusting what I received to be true.

       Two nights ago, around 10:30 p.m., I was walking Sugar and I saw millions of particles (the best way I can describe it) everywhere.  I thought this must be something falling from the tree that I was passing under at the time.  But everywhere I looked, in all directions, I saw it.  Then I thought something might be wrong with my sight.  I blinked and then I could not see it.  But, I unfocused my vision and I saw it again. It was in the atmosphere.

Love, light, and blessings
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